What the hell is wrong with me!?

Had a bad night trying to sleep. Woke up a few times in the middle of the night. Then I had a dream about cockroaches and spiders. This was when I gave up sleeping and went to play Lineage2, watch anime and have a nice cup of tom yam instant noodles. Still managing well at work. Coffee was there to keep me going.

When I spend a lot of time in manga or anime, and I do mean a lot, I get myself so indulged into the world of whatever I was watching/reading that I feel depressed when I come to the last episode. Same goes for games. This feeling of depression comes mixed with a little bit of happiness if it was a happy ending. My first and worse case of such indulgence would be Neon Genesis Evangelion. I remembered skipping lectures one day just to go home and watch the anime. Various shocking scenes together with dramatic symphonic orchestra music put me into a state of moodiness for a few weeks.

The sunset scene with Kanon by Pachelbel playing in the background was burned into my memories.

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